FUN FUN FUN

Do you ever wonder if you picked the wrong person to be with? If so, when you do figure it out do you get depressed? Angry? Upsett? Sad? What? Because I don't know how to feel, my feelings are being flipped around, my mind is changing ever two seconds, my friends feel for me but don't know how to really help me. I like the guy I'm with but I want someone else. Like my best friend figures right? Totally, who's the dumbass in this situtation, oh that's right ME. FUN, FUN, and FUN.

Home at last.

I'm no longer at my mother's house, I'm also no longer 13 I'm 14 and going into the ninth grade. Fun, right? Wrong. Going into high school is going to either make me into someone or break me and completely destroy me in a matter of days. My attitude, rude, sarcastic comments will kill me big time. The girls there are going to get me in trouble cause there's nothing more that I hate then an idiotic, pig headed, stuck up bitch. My grades I hope will be striaght A's across the board, but only time and my determination will deside if that happens. Cross country I plan to rock it all the way through, making new records, beating old ones, and being the best I can at it. As for boys, I got a boyfriend but I'm not sure were going to last with his god damn attitude but what can I say he's a guy. I sure know how to pick them, but if I didn't like him then I wouldn't put up with him. Not much I can do, but hopefully I'll make it through. High school I think I'm ready for you. Hopefully.

My Idea

I have an idea for my room, I want to make more my style and not so little kid. I am now 13 not 10 so I have a great idea well I think it is and if you do to comment on it or give me some ideas. My room is 12 by 12, and I have apple green colored furniture, with white walls. My furniture is very new I just got it maybe two years ago but I never wanted it in the first place I've always hated the furniture for the color and because it reminds me or a kids room. I have a dresser with a mirror and one with out a mirror and one brown dresser that is still good to use. The drawers are messed up but can be easily fixed by me and my dad. Now my idea is to sell my furniture on Kreggs List, and to sell my glass china dolls on it too. Then to sell my old toys on Ebay, then to sell my old TV and buy myself a small plasma, repaint my room a light purple, buy myself a nice queen size bed and night stand, and a nice mirror. Then I want to buy some bookselfs to put up on my wall for my books and anything else I want. Then get a new bedspread that has a nicew swirl design that is purple and black. So tell me what you think and give me some ideas.

The Things

My mom and step dad bought 5 ferrets but they used to only have 2. The first 2 are Sasha and Nick, they are a silver color. When I visited them they had just gotten the ferrets well I was sleeping on the couch at the time. Well that morning I had been woken up early because the girl ferret Sasha was biting and scratching at my elbows and knees. This turned into me swatting at her and staggering after her. Then after awhile the boy ferret Nick joined in with Sasha in waking me up. The next thing they decided to do was chase me around the house trying to attack my feet. I tried to get them to do it to me when people were looking so they could see them do it but they never did. Instead I was chased around the house and then someone would walk into the room I was in and tell me to stop and when I tried to explain they said Savannah these ferrets are to sweet to do that and then that person would pick up the ferret and kiss it on the head. I swear the ferrets were trying to make me look insane.

The Blonde Moment

I was just on YouTube looking at some videos when I saw a music video by Selena Gomez I have never seen one of her videos before. Well one said Selena Gomez- Falling Down (Live) and I thought that meant she actually fell down during one of her performances. So I sat through her video starring at her the whole time like some freak waiting for her to fall. Once the video was over I looked up at the title again and then relized that it meant she was performing live singing the song Falling Down.

Crazy Brother's

My brothers are absolutely crazy, they fight like normal brothers should but sometimes they are just nuts. My younger brother likes to play video games for days upon days and then goes crazy when my mom says Austin you need to do some homework or Austin you need to share with your brother. Then this is what happens mom are you serious, I don't want to, or some other excuse, or he starts to cry. Now my youngest brother Casey is something else, he will throw himself onto the ground, scream and cry until his throat hurts. He's hurt himself before, like when he threw himself onto the ground once because he got told no and when he did he hit his head on a door. Now don't get me wrong I love my brothers but there tempers are totally out of control to me at least. When they are in good moods and aren't fighting, arguing, or being rude and are behaving they are really nice to be around. They do have chores and they do, do there chores but when they don't want to they take there own time, sometimes it takes a few Casey go do what I told you to do, Austin did you do what I asked you to do? My brother Austin is 9 and Casey is 4.